November pain (T__T)

Dear all readers,

Tonite seems I starting new life on 23rd years old.
It'z look amazing thing dat I rarely think.
From cute baby, child, younger and now may be call as younger cute girl..

haha haha haha...

I can't believe Im look too old NOW!!

Emm...
Actually I am not too hepi on dis day.
coz dat thing's still rollin' in my mind.
I try to expel it but itz so stubborn.
Arghhhh..
Im too sick now.
Too sick on my 23rd.
(T__T)

If I can make 1 choice,
I want dis month without 14th.
I want dissapper 14 NOVEMBER.

but,
I swear, I love all my fwen..
They so take care bout me.
coz of their wish list,
Teach me try 2 be cool
n believe outside
there still have many people loving me
even there'r pain in dis day.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH 4 ALL MY BFF.

n for you,
my Dear...(may b I should delete dis word)
Thanx..
coz I dunt expect u'r remember it.
There no more hope again from me..
coz juz not want 2 make my soft-heart become kill-heart.
I had been already sick, but now I feel 2 be a murderer.
A murderer for myself.
I want to kill my heart definitely!!!

But Dear,
U make me smile much more.
n may b I can't close de eyes 2nite.
(^_^)

and at the same tyme 2,
I cry on de pain of dat scar...
opcoz I know,
I'M STILL ____________.

Lets it gone without word...so dat I will lets u go from by myside.

Is it no shunshine anymore??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME!!

MAY SUMTHING WAITING ME THERE.

TONITE WITHOUT CANDLES N CAKES AGAIN.

Dear, 'popo' looks like missing you.....